`SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN

PROFILE

JOEII CHAN
27 sept 89 is the day I started breathing
Ngee Ann Poly- Business IT
Love came into my life since 11/04/06 (:

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The Way You Love Me (Album Version) - Faith Hill

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TREASURED

Thursday, December 03, 2009

11:24 AM

i'm glad that things are finally getting better.
home sweet home soon in no time, well hopefully its gonna
be sweet this time round.

Thanks to all my dearest friends for their concern to me. you're all loved, including B (:
just a mere 2 hours spent with B and we both enjoyed it like
nobody's business on tues.
I'm can't c him for e rest of e week already. =(

common test week is approaching, stress is gonna pile up soon.
programming is so hard!!
mug, mug and mugging nw!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

10:28 PM

I'm really touched by my friends support to be there for me when i'm down. thanks alot. especially satay. so busy and yet make time to come down all the way from woodlands to dover just to accompany me and making sure that i'm fine. thanks for yr present and donut dearest satay! love ya truckloads!!! (: and thanks to ting for being there for me coming down at e void deck at night to accompany me that few days. thanks sweetie!! nt forgetting ying too (:

I hope that i'll be alright in no time.
the same thing, i really miss them alot.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

8:42 PM

Family : father and mother i love you

I really miss them alot..
my heart reali aches alot it just feels so sour.
I miss home.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

8:16 PM

excel's project is driving me crazyyyy! & common test is coming nxt month!! shit,shit,shit

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

9:46 PM

why do i feel so depressed. I hate this feeling.
Had a happy day with B, bt in e end, made e decision to meet sis and family for
dinner and ended up getting this mood.
idk why, seriously things always happen this way.
its been more than 1 month since i last talk to them.
things just always dont go our way, isn't it?

Monday, November 09, 2009

8:33 PM

I miss B loads!!!!! :(

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

9:45 PM

skipped sch for the day.bad headache and sore throat. didnt slp well the whole of last night. all this was a result of tightening my braces -.- one more yr to go and thats it. the price to pay for beauty is high and tough. heavy rain nowadays and after which super sunny again. makes ppl fall sick easily, so take gd care alrights my friends! (:

Thursday, October 29, 2009

10:07 PM

had been rather moody for the past few days, thanks piglet for listening me out..thanks sweetie for the concern. & of course, i love B super lots for always being there for me. (: you're such a blessing in disguise. why do i feel that time is passing faster and faster day by day..as tml is already fri when i was just feeling that kind of Monday blue few days ago. or mayb that its because i didnt spend each day meaningfully that's y. =x wadeva kinda logic that i'm self-proclaiming, I just reali hope to do something meaningful soon. like mayb helping out in booths of ASD for raising donations through selling their stuffs? fyi, ASD stands for action for spore dogs. yes, i reali love dogs to e max and those who r close to me will know what happened to me that i gt a fear of touching dogs cause i'm reali afraid i would tear unknowingly cause deep down i reali missssss precious bud so much. alrights, shall do my part for those poor lil abondoned dogs soon i hope, when i put aside some time. (:

Monday, October 26, 2009

7:32 PM

@#$%^&*()*&^%$@##%&

say all you want for all i care!
i'm juz a transparent glass in this fcuked up family!
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS STUPID SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL SO BAD NOW ! I WANT TO VENT OUT MY ANGER BUT DAMN IT I CANT!
I JUZ NEED A SPACE OF MY OWN I GT FEELINGS IM A HUMAN NT A GLASS FREAK!
JUZ TELL ME HOW TO BE HAPPY WHEN EVERYTIME U GET HOME U JUZ CANT CONTROL TO NOT FEEL UNHAPPY!

I juz need u all to understand me. is that so difficult to accomplish, by understanding me as yr daughter?
what do i like and dislike?
it seems that what i did for this family is unseen, neglected and taken for granted.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

3:31 PM

Celebrated sayhui's & philip's bdae at lunar on fri. Hope they've enjoyed themselves. (: jess couldnt make it as she was sick..get well soon gal! & shan had to study for coming O's.. if nt it would have been more fun with them along. well, best of luck to yr coming O's ok honey! (: From tml onwards, stress and projects would be coming our way. arghhh. hate it hate it hate it. still gt another 2 and half yrs to go. damnnnnn. regretted nt studying hard back in sec sch days. Bt.. come to think of it, if i hadnt been to ite, i wouldnt have been able to meet love there. =x wahhhahas sounds like crap i know. i'm so boreddddd nowadays. spore has limited places to shop already. its either here or there. hmmm... B promised me to bring me outta spore once he gets his bonus. hopefully will be able to gettt awayyyy a lil while. will be looking forward to it. (:

take me away, a secret place, a sweet escape~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

7:47 PM

its day 2 of a new term start in sch. am nt even in e study mood yet. macroecons look like it could kill. =x well, luckily there's no tutorial for e start of week 1 at least there's still time for us to relax. my hair is getting duper long and i wan to go perm it back so badly, cause e weather is damn hot nowadays!! and for this i need $$$ again. almost everything also need $$$ involved.. and where shall i find that resource of $$ from? -.- alrights, enough of spilling craps into this post. cya peeps~ (:

Thursday, October 15, 2009

1:40 PM

what is family warmth? cause i didnt even get to know the feel of it. Only through seeing how happy friends are with their father & mother .. or through dear's family when they treat me like their own.. only do i feel the warmth from there..bt the warmth that i suppose to feel within my own family isnt there and wont be there..